Would it be personally profitable for me to spend more time studying? 

Do I effectively balance time between social, academic, and recreational     activities? 

Do I think teachers have double standards?

Do I hope that by going to classes, reading books and writing papers I will earn a diploma and eventually have a job and a good life?

Would talking to professionals in various fields help improve my job awareness?

Would this be a frightening thing to do? 

Are there some channels, people, or sources that could make this a      pleasant experience?   

Have I honestly assessed my potential for growth and participation in school and in future jobs?